05-11-2013, 12:23 AM
Mood: A bit annoyed really, and sad and disappointed
Status: Engaged apparently, we'll see
Locatie: In the kitchen where I'm baking my second Pavlova and compared to the spun sugar... it's not coming out as it should again...
Mananc: Nothing
Beau: Nothing
Sunt imbracata in: Jeans and a hoodie
Ascult: The ticking of the oven clock
Privesc: The fab Pav that's not so fab
Status messenger: /
Vorbesc pe messenger cu: Juan on whatsapp, and said hello to Jo earlier on fb
Citesc: Not in the mood
Ma gandesc la: The fact that I feel like a fucking ghost, that's one thing I loved about ships, I can be me and I will always have friends no matter where I go, and I miss my friends from home, the ones that I've had for a lifetime; I feel like a fucking ghost because while we are together and he records everything he does I'm never mentioned; I was the first, first! person to wish him happy birthday today, in 3 ways and I've been baking for the past 5 hours just to make him a perfect cake and what do I get? A personal "baby you are the best, you are making me so happy etc. and I am so disappointed that nobody else called me yet" and a public badly translated "va multumesc" which I thought was cute until I realized he translates for everybody not just me, and there are longer posts on "we have to meet soon and celebrate and kisses and hugs etc." He's coming to see me tomorrow and nobody knows even if for Germany and Denmark he was posting all the time!
Dating: Juan apparently
Doresc: To be loved for real, no shortcuts
Iubesc pe: Madi
Nervoasa pe: Juan
Urasc pe: The whipped cream that just curdled
Imi lipseste: Ship life
Abia astept sa: Tomorrow, I've been baking for 5 fucking hours, it better be worth it!
Status: Engaged apparently, we'll see
Locatie: In the kitchen where I'm baking my second Pavlova and compared to the spun sugar... it's not coming out as it should again...
Mananc: Nothing
Beau: Nothing
Sunt imbracata in: Jeans and a hoodie
Ascult: The ticking of the oven clock
Privesc: The fab Pav that's not so fab
Status messenger: /
Vorbesc pe messenger cu: Juan on whatsapp, and said hello to Jo earlier on fb
Citesc: Not in the mood
Ma gandesc la: The fact that I feel like a fucking ghost, that's one thing I loved about ships, I can be me and I will always have friends no matter where I go, and I miss my friends from home, the ones that I've had for a lifetime; I feel like a fucking ghost because while we are together and he records everything he does I'm never mentioned; I was the first, first! person to wish him happy birthday today, in 3 ways and I've been baking for the past 5 hours just to make him a perfect cake and what do I get? A personal "baby you are the best, you are making me so happy etc. and I am so disappointed that nobody else called me yet" and a public badly translated "va multumesc" which I thought was cute until I realized he translates for everybody not just me, and there are longer posts on "we have to meet soon and celebrate and kisses and hugs etc." He's coming to see me tomorrow and nobody knows even if for Germany and Denmark he was posting all the time!
Dating: Juan apparently
Doresc: To be loved for real, no shortcuts
Iubesc pe: Madi
Nervoasa pe: Juan
Urasc pe: The whipped cream that just curdled
Imi lipseste: Ship life
Abia astept sa: Tomorrow, I've been baking for 5 fucking hours, it better be worth it!
probabil n-ai primit niciodata
telegramele mele sau poate
nu credeai ca e vital cand
lumea mea se descompunea
in ceasuri si goluri
de mine
au imbatranit in cadente
si sentimentele mele
sub greutatea
atator vieti netraite...
telegramele mele sau poate
nu credeai ca e vital cand
lumea mea se descompunea
in ceasuri si goluri
de mine
au imbatranit in cadente
si sentimentele mele
sub greutatea
atator vieti netraite...
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