16-04-2012, 09:03 PM
Mood: Confused, tired, sleepy, sad
Status: I don't even know anymore
Locatie: Outside on the terrace, freezing my ass off
Mananc: Had burgers, onion rings and grilled halloumi earlier. Ate like a piggy. That's what happens when you have a meal a day
Beau: Fresh orange juice
Sunt imbracata in: Jeans, strap top, over the shoulder top and hoodie. Work clothes
Ascult: My mom talking inside the house
Privesc: Our dark windy garden
Status messenger: Not online
Vorbesc pe messenger cu: No one, I promised myself that I'll stay away for a while
Citesc: Maths Manual
Ma gandesc la: I hope I haven't made a mistake telling him that I don't want to talk for a while. I just want to sort my thoughts and my fears out. Uff. Work and future courses. My exams that are due in less than a month and I haven't studied properly for them. How to overcome my loneliness. It's been way too long since I've had somebody close to me. As well I just realised that when my prov. driving licence expires I have to pay for that and take that exam as well. How the hell I don't know. I can't go to work on my bike if I don't get it.
Dating: Am I? I don't know
Doresc: A way out of this mess. To finish with my exams, and my diver's licence. To see those two people this year.
Iubesc pe: Mada, Ponei
Nervoasa pe: Myself for being so weak
Urasc pe: Long hours at work. I come home and I want to sleep. At least I start at 9 tomorrow instead of 8 and should be done at about 18.
Imi lipseste: A human being I care for to hug me and tell me it's gonna be alright. Warmth, relaxation, no stress.
Abia astept sa: July, August, October
Status: I don't even know anymore
Locatie: Outside on the terrace, freezing my ass off
Mananc: Had burgers, onion rings and grilled halloumi earlier. Ate like a piggy. That's what happens when you have a meal a day
Beau: Fresh orange juice
Sunt imbracata in: Jeans, strap top, over the shoulder top and hoodie. Work clothes
Ascult: My mom talking inside the house
Privesc: Our dark windy garden
Status messenger: Not online
Vorbesc pe messenger cu: No one, I promised myself that I'll stay away for a while
Citesc: Maths Manual
Ma gandesc la: I hope I haven't made a mistake telling him that I don't want to talk for a while. I just want to sort my thoughts and my fears out. Uff. Work and future courses. My exams that are due in less than a month and I haven't studied properly for them. How to overcome my loneliness. It's been way too long since I've had somebody close to me. As well I just realised that when my prov. driving licence expires I have to pay for that and take that exam as well. How the hell I don't know. I can't go to work on my bike if I don't get it.
Dating: Am I? I don't know
Doresc: A way out of this mess. To finish with my exams, and my diver's licence. To see those two people this year.
Iubesc pe: Mada, Ponei
Nervoasa pe: Myself for being so weak
Urasc pe: Long hours at work. I come home and I want to sleep. At least I start at 9 tomorrow instead of 8 and should be done at about 18.
Imi lipseste: A human being I care for to hug me and tell me it's gonna be alright. Warmth, relaxation, no stress.
Abia astept sa: July, August, October
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telegramele mele sau poate
nu credeai ca e vital cand
lumea mea se descompunea
in ceasuri si goluri
de mine
au imbatranit in cadente
si sentimentele mele
sub greutatea
atator vieti netraite...
telegramele mele sau poate
nu credeai ca e vital cand
lumea mea se descompunea
in ceasuri si goluri
de mine
au imbatranit in cadente
si sentimentele mele
sub greutatea
atator vieti netraite...
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